my best birthday present...

ive been staring at tis blank entre fer awhile.
wondering wad i wan.
i wan to lead a simple happy life wif him .
to anywhere i dun mind, as long as he is at my side.
coz i knew, he is the one who can brings mi happiness

damn bored.
began to feel sick n tired.

wondering to myself recently, "am i being sensitive?"
and "am i jus abit too much? giving him too much pressure?"

i dunch noe.

sch wasnt tat wonderful lk wad i tink.
life wasnt tat easy as wad i tink.

recently, im listenin to tis song "鄧麗欣 電燈膽, stephy tang, light bulb"
its abt stephy is the third party of her fren's r/s. and wishes they
will break and hope the guy will choose her ..

sumtimes, think back.. who is the third party? me or... ****

hahas.. 2dae is tuesdae lor.
i reali made a fool of myself la.
2dae suppose is 10am lesson, yet i tot its mondae's 8am lesson. wen i jus stpe my legs into bus 27 , ive call ciyun tat why sae meet at 9am instead 7am.. den she told mi 2dae is TUESDAE and NO LLA.. ! lol.. den alight at the next bus stop n wen to hougang meet her instead.
funny hor..
den in msn jus nw , jessica sae tml is 10am lesson. luckily she said tat.. coz mum ask mi "tml wad time wake u up?" i go n tell her "6am , coz 8am lesson".. lol! reali cant get used to the time.. even though its one month already la.

12 hours later can meet my bf le.. hahas

ruby's clinic their medicine reali works .. ! im lk perfectly fine again.. HAHAS

so anxious la..
cant wait to meet him ..

hahas.. im so lucky tis week.
can anyone imagine tat in ITE when u lost any electronic stuff
and yet u can retrieve it back on the next

that lucky person is mi la!!!

found an mp3 on the next dae leh.. !! so happy..

i was sick fer duno how mani daes le.
2dae skipped sch coz too tired and headache nearly fainted
but oso lucky that i din went to sch.
coz supposedly, lesson starts at 8am and sch ends at 12pm
8 to 10 is bfd lesson..
10 to 12 is afd lesson..
den frens called mi n said afd teacher nv come.
hence, all ppl left at 10.. they went to sch fer jus 2 hrs.. pathetic lo
lucky i din go.. if nt its lk wasting my time and energy.

went to c the doctor jus nw. and head is stil spinning.. argh
jus talk on fone wif my dearest boyfriend fer awhile..
miss him alot. reali wans to meet him tml but i cant, coz i
scare later i passed my flu to him..
hais.. must wait fer sundae again!

i miss u

another happy day i have=)

planned to go to swim after lesson wif my klassmates.. ONE BIG BUNCH OF KLASSMATES!!!
but i had a sudden fever on the 1st lesson of the day. fcuk .

but nvm.. feels better after tat..

anyway.. nthin special happens todae la..
er.. other then smthin bad 2dae .. =X its a secret

ok! lets talk abt swimming..
tampines swimming complex reali changed alot. so nice la..
but one of my blur fren met smthin unfortunate.
she nearly drown..maybe czo she seldom exercise.. den suddenyl
we swim laps and wadeva. too vigorous fer her already..
body canot take it and she nearly fainted.. =)
den gt tat idiot hongyuan stil tot she is tryin to
dance lk the water ballet larh!..

lol.. but anyway.. 2dae is fun..
and my Mr.Aervin Tan called mi 2dae lo~~~!!! so happi!
we are talkin on phne nw ! =P

hahas!.. im so happy 2dae.. so lucky!

meet bf at his places todae, stay fer an hour onli.. short rite. hais.. den ask him help mi wif my project.hahas.. he wears specs 2dae.. so cute.. he looks more frenly and kind-hearted lehx.. hahas.. nt tat fierce.. din take pics wif him 2dae idiot.. he dun wan.. =P
dear was so good to mi 2dae.. *why?* coz of a cleanser lor!.. hehes
we are using the same cleanser .. dermedex facial cleanser.. $48 lehx.. quite ex.but worthit la.. and the face cream is $58.. quite small de..
on fridae, the way he sounds to mi was lk so mean and harsh tone.but 2dae wen i meet him he was lk totally diff.. den ive told him " u every fridae ghost possess issi!" LOL!
so happy! and at nite we msg abit.. ! we msg lehx!!!!

hahas.. so hapy.. reali happy to hab him in my life.. hahas..

then headed to bugis to meet my family there to have dinner.. *mothers dae lehx*.. den go eat steamboat..
wah!.. the boss oso siao siao de lo.. sae mi n my youngest sis is child fare onli.. den charge my second sis adult.. but WE MUST LIVE WIF PRIDE! ive told.. I AM ADULT!.
but i believe some parents out there will actually keep tis quiet la..
eh.. ! i can afford ! i will giv wad i shld! *humps*!

hehes.. but nw.. im hungry again!!!

2dae supposed to go out wif my bf.. but instead i went out wif my klassmate fer outing...
2dae was lk.. SO MANI PPL LA!
mi , kristy , ci yun , caixia..*jiaying was absent..*
johnny, alien , yongliang , hongyuan oso came
9ppl lehx.. 1st time goin out wif tis klass ppl..
went to Kbox wif dem at marina square den go eat dinner and chat chat.. kristy was K-queen lehx!.. mai siao siao.. ! her voice is so nice.. and her complexion is lk flawless.. hehes
so slpy lehx.. ok.. gonna upload a pic.. tml is goin to meet bf.damn anxious.. so excited wen im goin to meet him .. anyway...2dae in kbox i go choose a song "shi xin huey's - xiang ting de hua".. OMG i cant sing la.. coz i kip lookin at Elvin ng lor.. czo bf reali look lk him alot la.. cant c the real one.. den c the subsitute one oso can la.. LOL!

here is pic of mi n kristy singing , ferget wad song la.. *photograher: hongyuan

hahas.. im so happy.. smiling all the way to sch 2dae..

hehes..life wif my dearest bf is WONDERFUL!!!

wif him , my daes is full of Colors..
wif him , my daes is full of joys...
wif him , my daes is full of laughter..



anyway.. wif him .. IM REALI REALI REALI HAPPY!!!*jump jump*

he is jus too cute la.

wen 2dae i was on de bus, i recal the way he smile.. he looks simply cute.. i nv see guys can smile till lk.. *shy + cute + happy +cool +innocent*

OMG!.. i reali duno how to describle!!! he is jus simply too cute..


i love u !

yeah! I PASSED !

im so happy!!!

thanks to cheryl and sf and guys to console mi.. givin mi advices and
kip askin mi to "CHILL! COOL DOWN!".. tks...

im goin to be happy again!! shiok shiok arh!..

hais.. 2dae bf din contact mi until nw .. have the urge of contactin him .. but i cant..


he is online nw !.. wad shld i do ?


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recently.. wenever i tot of him .. i wil tink of this song..

twins : i wished that i love him

my new maid come le. ! hapi sia.

coz im goin to resign le.. hahas..

but can feel tat she is much more mature den de previous one.. and the way she talk wun so act cute.. those "lil chicks" voice.. hahas.. neither she has big eyes to stare at us wen she is angry in future.. *i choose her de hor*... hope she is better den my previous one la..

smthin happen btw mi n bf..*dun reali wish to mention*

anyway.. saturdae was a fun dae wif him la.. *hope mircales wil happen* =)

wen to roller blading wif him , i tink i've choosen the wrong time .. 3PM we went roller blading under the hot sun.. den 20mins later he was perspiring lk hell.. and of coz mi oso la.. den nw pigments on my face is worsening.. *argh*..goin to facial soon..

den went to eat wif him , and chat abt our past while eating.. almost everytink we had was sweet memories.. *surely there were some bad memories la.. but i consider all to be gd ones coz i feel tat as long as he is wif mi .. eveytink is the best!.. thats why i was reali hapi fer tis past years.. =)*
den at nite , we brought food n eat near my place .. jus the 2 of us.. i reali feels that he is mine. and wondering .. "will there a difference btw 2dae n 2 weeks later?" i hope nt.

hais .. nt feeling reali well recently.. i hope things wil be fine again.. =)

I LOVE MY BF!