Saturday, July 12, 2008
eldest child = 1/2 parent
sometimes i envy people who is the youngest child among their siblings..
i envy them becoz .. IM THE ELDEST LARH!

woke up within 5mins den argue wif sis jus nw..
sometimes they reali duno wad we as "jiejie" thinks.
they always think tat we are kpos larh.
but they duno tat the nature of being the eldest child is like half a parent.
they duno that we care for them.
jus lk why parents lk mine stil sets curfews on me larh.

e.g :
  • coz im female
  • my place is too deserted
but wad can i do... listen lor. wanna blame?
blame tat i dun born to hab a dick! hahas..
so.. canot grumble much larh. maybe try negotiate lor.. hahas..
BLAME TAT I DUN HAB A DICK LARH!!!

so..the concept is stil there, we care fer our younger siblings.
hope tat sometimes they wil tink we actually care abt them.
esp if they are girls, wad we worried most is their safety and maybe .. guys take advantage of them.. hais.. *esp.. wen ur sis is nt bad-looking larh*
si bei sian .
but life is like tat, thats the nature of being a NAGGY parents, KPO elder sis or kor kor.
everytime my sis jus sae "why u wanna care so much?"
idiot.. den no choice larh. tell her wad my grandma told mi
"becoz u dun hab a fucking dick! if u hab , i wun bother abt u. and becoz u are younger den mi, so blame on why u come out slower den mi lor.. so dun ask much!"..
maybe to some friends outside or unknowns..
the way i talk to my sis is too straight larh.
as in.. dick here n there, vulgars and too fucking straight..
but.. i tink tat, it reali works.. hahas. coz too direct den they noe wad it means, dun nid to giv themself so much excuses..


argh! seriously, being a elder child in the family wasnt easy.
we nt onli had to play a role to be a good child to parents.
bt we oso nid to be a 1/2 parents to the younger one..

sian hor.. like tat, duno next time hw mani child shld i giv birth to larh!
headache..