Wednesday, November 19, 2008
love me or hate me
love me or hate me.
i dun care nw.
i only wants my family, doggie, best frens and boyfren.
tks to frens who loves me.
and i thanks to ppl who hate me.
coz it shows tt i do have flaws and i nid to improve my personality.
heard 'sand's ' story abt hw is he recently.
feel sad for him. n at the same time..i do tink of myself..
half year ago im lk him, hoping everything goes well like fairytales
tat couples wil live happily ever after.
but as times goes on, i realised.. its nt true.
we dun hope for happily ever after, but we treasure wad we have nw.
we treasure and cherish the ppl who reali loves u ..
in a relationship, if its not strong in the beginning.. y bother to stay and drag tis longer?
its nt a drama.
and tks Hakim for tt tym wen i was sad.
he gave me the right advice and guild me to a right path tat
to ensure tt "i wun regret".
THANKS HAKIM!
till nw, i STILL dun trust fairytales. but i onli see n hear and i THEN trust tis facts.
i nv regret on giving up the past relationship.
i nv regret for NOT WAITING for mircales.
i nv regret for clinging on the past.
IVE MOVED ON. LONG TIME AGO.
so i hope.. my dearest fren, who had lost their loved ones recently.
i hope tt u can be lk mi, forget the past, dun cling onto a brken relationship. dun wait for zero % mircales... MOVED ON.
the only happiness u can have is only wen u LET GO.
anyway.. tks to all my dearest frens who is by my side wen im reali down tt time (cheryl, yan , jiao , sf , quek, seth, dan , and most of my klassmates... ) i appreciated it. its U GUYS who makes me feel tt without relationship , life can stil be wonderful and fun.. but of coz.. if u reali can find a boyfriend ( e.g eugene ) who reali treats me damn damn damn good.. its reali the best gift ive received after my birthday. and.. cheryl , yan and guys.. i will nv forget the sweet bdae u guys gave..
(okies.. end of my emo entry.. goin to play "JENGA" wif sisters.. hahahas)
i love all my frens.. and BOYFRIENDS! *MUACKS*
im full of loves right nw!