this entry is gonna be a slightly contradicting.
1st , we were so afraid of my cousin coming over to singapore becoz, she is loud.
but nw , staying wif her for near 1 mth, we get used to it and reali had lots of fun wif her ard.

perhaps becoz she is stil a kid (9yrs old, bt the brain lk ...12yrs)
she's fun , plus sensible and independent.

she loves to follow me wenever i go.
and wen in the morning till evening, all wasnt at home, she will play wif e dog, do assesments and play wif my maid . till night time wen we came back home, she will seems super happy that we r FINALLY at home.

she told me smthing few days ago ' 2 years ago, wen im here, u all still will play with me but now all of u so busy, no one will play wif me ' , i felt guilty but so sorry, i nid to strive for my studies.

now everyone is asleep.
there's a round of emotions stirring in me.
(maid's eyes has alr turned red)
imma controllin the tears.
her mum sae that she wun be here for the nxt 2 years as she is hving her preliminary test .

they are flying off Back to HongKong tml at 3+ pm.
im wondering if i shld send dem off ?
i scare my tears will ....!#$!%@^!&.
anyway, jus rmb that, this time round we hvn took any pics yet.

seriously sometimes i do reali envy ppl who can date their cousins out during weekends for movie.

anyway, 2dae's AA1 test rali gaves me a big confidence!
i nid extra more practise.. holidays i might nid to do more revision.
den dec i can go back HK to visit dem.

*tink positively, there will b webcam and telephone right!!!! and air tickets is damn cheap.!!!
and seriously i can fly bck to Hk wenever i want.

(home will be back to 'quiet' again tml........ )